Sunday, December 13, 2009
come on ppl, no point emo-ing.
ALL READ MY POST AND WILL BE HAPPY.
"time for me to shine" said by a joker.
u will never shine until "it" shines within yourself. You should know what's the "it" referring to.
OKAY, i bet u didn't know what "it" refers to, it's basically your MOOD.
Let's keep this short, becoz i believe in
short and sweet. No point nagging and lecturing, we are all grown-ups so i'm sure we know what to do next.
This is not because i have a relationship, it's just within me to stay optimistic. When i was single, i rarely emo for long because i have such great friends revolving around my world. Stayovers and outings, u'll never get to experience it after your NS, seriously serious. So cherish every bit of your youth and u'll find everything just plain "think-too-much symptoms".
This is
short and sweet (maybe bitter). I tell u straight in the face, this is not directed only at u TAN JUN HONG. It is also to KHOO SIOK HWEE and LIM JUN HAO.
(Nobody should emo over a festive season) Merry Christmas! Okay wait I should end off by saying something impactful. Here goes, Okay bye.
I MISS YOU 6:07 PM
sometimes thinkin too much makes you emo, seriously.
drafts doesn't refer to you, it doesn't even mention you at all anymore. i dun even know why i am angry when i am writing this but, nvm. wat i can say is sometimes you thinking too much reali pisses me off.
sorry if i let you mistook me. but, somehow, i still feel that i have my own privacy sometimes. i mean, it was wrong of me to have jus told you my password and stuff, allowing you to access to stuff which i meant to keep only to myself. sometimes, is not i dun trust you, is jus you do things making me not to.
i told you before, no matter who is it, once they are attached, they will comfirm stick with their partners more. i mean, what do you expect. have a boyfriend and leave him alone? tt's ridiculous. sometimes, you must know tt bf does mean more to me. i know is ridiculous to say this, but sometimes, i truly am biase.
also, i have my own time. i mean, i know you need someone to talk to. sometimes i called you but you weren't there too. i mean, you can't always expect me to be there right? i reali dunno how to put it into words and sometimes i think there is no point if your mindset dun change. all i can say is, you have to learn to be independant. reali.
if you manege to find yourself a gf, tt's a different story. but if you still dun. rmb you still hvae friends. even though some of them are attached, they will still try to spend time with you. even though the time might be lesser, but, is because they have to be there for someone else. they dun only have you as a fren, they gt other ppl too. so... reali understand.
and though mean, but i know i have to say it. you have to stop being so emo easily. seriously. no girls would lyk emo guys. if you dun change, is reali hard for someone to appreciate you even though you tried to act ok in front of others.
also, face reality. stop thinking of things that you know it wun be possible. is not tt you can't think, but dun be obsessed. is not worth it. and it will NEVER become reality. you have to move on with reality and start accepting changes. everyone's turning old, everyone's changing. everyone will get their partner some day. you just have to adapt.
if you are going to emo over this for one week or even a month, i got nothing to say. cause what i reali think is everyone has to change for the better. retain the good and change the bad into good. you just have to learn.
I MISS YOU 3:54 PM
Friday, December 4, 2009
hai, currently in genting de lan shop. LOL. i realised is super ex la. 7.50 per h!!!! not in ringgit le. in sin dollars. wa lau eh, play at timah oso 2 per h only lo. hai. den come lan shop i oso dunno wat to play. bo bian. go surf net. HOPING ppl lyk jh will be online. but in the end le, no one is online la. and worse think is, the net isn't as fast as i expected lo ):
come here waste time. first day here also nv do anything. walk walk e place and eat. hai. den nvm. hai, den got father scold kid tt kind of thing. den sian diao la. all black face. i keep coughing some more ): cough cough. hai. den also nothing much to do lo. eat slp eat slp. den second day liao.
thinkin can go to play theme park today. sian. den e weather super cmi la. cold plus misty lyk shit. den took the cable car ride for fun lo. bo bian. go down to the bottom of the hill liao went to walk walk. haha. walk walk walk... went wan to take the cable car again den close. wat the hell la. den lyk stuck there. dunno how to go up sial. sit there lyk idiot wait for it to open. den finally, someone tell us got shuttle bus downstairs to transport us up. so went down lo.
queue bloody long la. queue till buay tahan in the end 13 ppl took cab. RM10 per pax. tt's lyk $5 per pax la. ex lyk... hai. den some more damn squeezy, three kids sit behind i alrdy squeeze till no seat, three of them still complain complain sial. noisy lyk shit. totally sian lo. the cab so slow some more. slowly crawl. lyk at speed of 20km/h lyk tt la. wth! can't tahan la.
den finally went back, separated from family. sian. den my cab wan all kids some more. wha. cannot take it. bo bian call mama. tis mth bill comfirm cannot tahan wan lo. hai.
cough cough. kip coughing. super BORING LA.
come online nobody
facebook, nth to do
hotmail, checked.
play lan? nah, sian. l4d oso dunno how play. hai. totally nth to do. come here waste time
I MISS YOU 4:07 PM
Wednesday, December 2, 2009
2 dec le... one more day to go (: but ad to say i will depart for genting early in the morning tml so wun be able to spend the day with you apologies.
i alrdy inended give sth nice (i hope) when i return. haha. hai. seriously, dun lyk holidays. coz i wun be able to go out. ): not miss sch, coz sch isn't fun isn't nice. majority is placed there jus for show.
hai, mon night asked mama if can go k? den dunno wat happen she lyk 180 degree change lyk tt lo. hai. i nv go work ytd say until i wat, only know how to stay at home and nua etc. but she was the wan who ask me stay at ome e day b4 wat. ai ya, dunno la. jus seem so absurd la...
hai, so many things happen, prom, staying at home alone, hai, nvm
only look forward to me growing up. even though lyk yipei say. grow up doesn't mean can do everything. but at least i can do some stuff on my own. reali look forward to growing up. and of coz tml. (: haha.
I MISS YOU 4:07 PM
Saturday, November 14, 2009
very long nv post le. hai
recently, class had chalet. only went for bbq. was amazed by cheryl. TOTALLY! coz she can explain chua dai di in english. every phrase. even the double triple combi also gt proper phrase. LOL. haha. had two rounds of chua dai di with thanh and sharleen. haha. fun lo. erm, but emo oso la. coz i realised some ppl jus sucks. nvm.
den, 4.3 outing. watched some horror movie. paranomal activity, i think. whao. scare the hell out of me. almost couldn't sleep ytd night lo. but coz too tired so ly down den slp liao. today almost fought. hai. jus so many things happened. but lazy to blog about it. hai. forget it. nvm.
too many things to say
too little time to blog
too tired to talk about them
jus let it be there. drifting... forget it.
I MISS YOU 10:47 PM
Saturday, November 7, 2009
so many things happen, so long
nv blog
pw reali sux. though i became closer to
chloe and
sharleen, however, unhappy things happened along the way. i dun care doesn't mean i dun feel it, i dun know it. but,
nvm. forget it. if things wan to be left
tis way, den let it be.
tue is OP
le. can't wait for it to be over...
KENNETH
THAM. endure you enough
le. till now, the video is not even here yet. but forget it, anything you do now doesn't matter anymore.
coz CHUA WEI
JIE from 09s25 has
voluntarily help me complete the video with a nice ending even though he is not in MY PW GROUP, NOT EVEN IN MY CLASS. and this
jus show
SOOOO much effort you wan to put in. forget it. i will never wan to group work with you again IF I CAN CHOOSE!
i dun care about you anymore. you dun wan to put in the effort. you dun wan to practise. you dun wan to go do your Q-card. YOUR PROBLEM. i dun care anymore. say you liao gimme black face. nv convert the video properly den in the moses ask liao you jus sit there and nua. WTH la. ENOUGH IS ENOUGH. forget it.
i alrdy dun care le. since you dun even wan to help yourself, i rather put more effort in sharleen and chloe. so, i dun care you le. if you wan to improve on your presentation, you go plead sharleen or chloe see who wan to help you. HMPH
i jus hope my own op will be ok la. moses say i kip eating words. i oso worry. hai. nvm. see how. should do my script ncely (: hahahaha.
I MISS YOU 10:41 AM
Saturday, October 3, 2009
oh ya... 4th oct coming.. and is ALOT ALOT of ppl BIRTHDAY. HAHA
YONG JIAN
DELPHINE
GLADICE
TIFFANY
JIAMIN
RICHARD
i hereby wish you guys advanced birthday and may all your wishes come true.. and grow one year older. haha. (:
I MISS YOU 11:38 PM
